Coolness

It is 5:15 AM. What the Hell am I doing up this early. Well, last night I tried to work on my blog and couldn't get into it. Not the first time, the server must be getting overloaded. So, here I am at 5:15 AM. Am planning to either get up for the day or go back to sleep for a few more hours. We will see what happens.

I got Goddam good news, I go to see the lawyer on Friday to sign the papers for my bankruptcy. So, that will be finally done. Well, not really done, as it will take another 3 - 5 months for this to be completed. But, I will be filed before the deadline and that makes me a Happy Camper. I slip under the wire on the new Bankruptcy Law. This has been quite a struggle, so now I will be free of all those creditors.

I talk to people, yes, I actually talk to other people about debt problems and those credit card companies are really ripping people off. One friend told me that they are paying 40 percent interest. This is so insane, we are not borrowing from some fly by night operator, these are legitimate banks, etc. And the charges that they are getting away with are absolutely criminal.

I think it's time for everyone to cut up their credit cards and give the finger to these credit card companies. because if you don't do that, they will try to fuck you over again and again.

Whatever happened to fair play. Lately, it seems no one plays fair.

Playing fair, that also goes for someone else, whose name I won't mention. But your little snafu did not work. I am still in my job and it looks like you are on the outs. SNAFU, ya know what that means, Situation Normal, All Fucked Up. I guess I just don't understand you, maybe you don't understand yourself either.

Now that you've done what you did, what am I supposed to do. I thought everything was OK and cool and you did this, so nothing was apparently alright and nothing was cool.

I think the game is over, not sure which game you were playing, but it wasn't the same game I was playing. Looks like I got the dead man's hand, so now I am dead. If that's the way you want it, so be it.