Today is the 22nd day since I had a cigarette. In a way, I am getting used to this, in another way, I don't think I will ever get used to it. I want 1 cigarette, but not to go back to doing cigarettes all the time. So, I can't do even one. That is the bummer. Not 1 cigarette can be allowed.
A guy came into Sears today, he had quit smoking for 1.5 months and he went back to smoking yesterday. What a bummer. The girl I work with in shoes, had to go outside because she was coughing so much. Why, she had a cold, but we know the real resaon was the cigarettes.
I've done this many times, coughed and choked just for that next cigarette. Smoked the cigarette to kill the cough. Had one more to make sure everything was numbed and had no feeling.
The other's in shoes want to quit, Marie is not going to bother to quit, but Molly is going to try. I hope she does it, I know how hard this is to do. You always have to be on your guard and never let it down. It's a tough job, but it can be done.
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