It was beautiful and shocking and crushing. My best friend(F), took me to a new level. She is always upping the stakes and of course, I got carried away and then she split. So, now I feel a bit crushed, not sure what is happening. The biggest thing that bothers me is that she did not say goodnight. I hated going to bed not knowing what was happening or where she was at with everything.
I think we are important to each other, maybe more so than we want to admit to ourselves or maybe it is just me. I don't know, but just want to know how things are. You go along not thinking about these things and all of a sudden something happens and you know you are somewhere other than where you thought you were. Sounds crazy and confusing, but it's where I am, my luv. I didn't intent to be here, it just happened.
Is it only me that's crazy or are we both crazy and I guess that's my question for the day.
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stevi dear, i care about you greatly as well. i am not mad at you just very scared. things in my life have not been easy and i long for a normal life. when i get scared i run and sometimes am not aware of those i hurt. and for this a am deeply sorry
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